that time i envied her and wondered...
will i ever experience tat?

so when i came to singapore, bein alone without family, i always
help to organize friends' bday in da hostel.
we have tiz ceremony (during first year) of throwin guys into nanyang
lake after they blew candle + cut the cake + get the present.

then i will find out what tiz friend really wan and we'll share
bday present. i bought guitar, billyard stick and some other stuffs
before.

had a nice time, but tell ya honestly, i nv got the REAL suprise bday
throughout my university years.

i got suprise...
1 wuz early in da mornin when all of them brought thiz HUGE HELLOKITTY
doll which is even BIGGER than me myself...
when they all come, my face wuz still full of the masker cream haha...
tat wuz a nice one ^^

2nd year, i got a "not-so-surprised" bday party by my choir friend.
called it not so surprised coz when they discuss about it, it wuz
SOOOOOOO obvious that i cud see real clear they are preparin a party
for me.
but it wuz reli lovely...
30+ of the choir members "hide" themselves in super small room (my hostel
room) and "surprise" me.

3rd year nothin reli special... normal bday cake n presents.

4th year, my current roomie gathered 35people to buy me a burberry clutch.
that'z reli nice and sweet ^^ luv the clutch very much.
and everytime i told the story of 35ppl shared for my present, ppl will
respond "hoah..."

haha...

i think that'z reli grace and favor of God in my life...
thanks Daddy and all my friends for the loves n cares.

but yesterday, tiz thot that i have 6years ago, came back.
about REAL surprise party that i wud nv expect with flowers n songs as
present.
then i asked my roomie, "do u think it will ever happen?"
she said she dunno.

but i pray that it will, someday.
haha... u will react smthg like... "u think ah??? haiyoh, pray for things
like this? dont u have smthg more important to be prayed of?"

but tat'z me. i always pray for small personal things.
and i rem pastor prince shared... whatever we prayed, even something that
we dun remember anymore, Jesus takes note of it.

hee. ^^

btw feel so blessed tiz few days hang out with my CGs.
yeah i think they started to see the "crazy, childish, hyper" me.
haha...
tell u that i reli feel SO BLESSED that i kinda get "new family".
NTU choir ppl used to be my family till i quit the choir and be "alone"
again...

but now, i truly kinda find new famiLy...

and i can be myself.
suddenly tellin them while im talkin,
"wait ah, i wanna sing this song first, coz i luv it"

and said
"okie now im gonna talk again, u can lower the
music volume"

and stuffs like:
i wanna take pics with mickey, minnie, pooh, donald n daisy duck, and friends.
and spongebob too... and nemo... and (the lists go on and on)

and they all put a "hah" face with the water-drop emoticon beside their faces.
haha...

ozo feel so blessed to serve in WOW!
su an and others began to see the "real" me that jump all e way and got so enthu
when it comes to song's movement.

and i was "caught-in-the-act" that i luv pink!

and yesterday i wuz introduced to the kids.
and one of them told me that she also has a friend named "katherine"
so tiz cute gal say "i have a friend also named katherine, she's 11years old"
then i replied innocently "ow... im 15years old"

then she started to count and replied back
"ohhh... means u r 4years old different with my friend"

i told the story to my CG yest nite and they are all shakin their heads.
but God renews our youth rite???
i believe as i grow "more mature" i will look younger.
yeahhhh!!!
tat;z rock rite?

*yeah laughing myself when writing tiz.

btw i reli feel so blessed and favored.
and i believe everyone is so blessed n favored too when u r under grace.

ok tat'z all =p
u r greatly blessed, highly favoured, deeply loved.
JESUS luvs ya VERY MUCH.
Daddy God cares for ur every need n wants.

@tooblessed.com

so we decided that next week (which is
yesterday), we r gonna queue up very
early to get numbered ticket (aimed
for row B).

have decided on that, last friday,
the plan was suddenly changed.
as i was serving for serv1 & 2 yesterday,
both of us agreed to come to 4th service.

so the plan was:
we're gonna meet up @2pm to queue for
"numbered seat" ticket. then went for
late lunch after that.

but yesterday, the plan was totally
screwed up!
vero woke up late! 1.45pm she sms-ed me
that she juz woke up.
which means that we wun be able to take
"numbered seat" ticket.
so i told her that im gonna get the free
seating tix instead.
so she said "ok".
then i waited for her for about 1hour.

when she came, she took her free seating
tix.
but that time she asked me whether we
wanna change the tix to numbered seat.
but it was row F.
so i told vero, hummm i think we juz go
with the free seating.

so after that we went to have lunch.
i thot the last service started at 5.30pm.
so about 4.45pm we went up.
but SURPRISINGLY no more queue!
then i realized that it started at 5pm.

oh no... tiz was bad!
after the long way to get ticket no3
(the most front no for queueing) and
all the desires to sit quite in fronT,

we even dun need to use our tickets
coz there waz no more queue.

so we managed to get 2seats in row N i think
which is QUITE BACK there.

both of us cudn't understand, how tiz cud
happened.
all our plans was ruined.
i think abouot it n maybe the devil doesnt
like "the excited us" and want us to feel
dissapointed with the ruined plan.

but guess wad?
when u r under grace, u wont feel that
dissapointment. the "old"me&vero might get upset
with what has happened.
but the "new"me & vero, we were juz laughing
for what happened yesterday and still feel
very joyful and blessed to be in the service.

and i love 4th service!!!
coz it has "xtra" worship time after the
sermon.

i really feel so blessed yesterday.

under grace, the devil wudnt be able to take
ur joy away coz u will always feel TOOBLESSED.

yayyyyyyyy!!!
thanks Daddy!
luv ya so much ^^

and thanks vero for the lovely time.

we went to see few shops after service and
i bought a top.
after that we had a great time, enjoying our
desserts in new york new york cafe.
eating mars bar!!!

yeahhhh last week, both of us went there n
the mars bar wuz sold out.
but yesterday, before reaching the cafe,
i DID REALLY pray that by favor, God saved
1plate of mars bar for me n vero.
and guess wad, HE DID!!!
glory to Jesus...

luv ya JEsus for u have FIRST loved me!

~~tooblessed ^^

JESUS truly luvs ya all ^^