that time i envied her and wondered...
will i ever experience tat?

so when i came to singapore, bein alone without family, i always
help to organize friends' bday in da hostel.
we have tiz ceremony (during first year) of throwin guys into nanyang
lake after they blew candle + cut the cake + get the present.

then i will find out what tiz friend really wan and we'll share
bday present. i bought guitar, billyard stick and some other stuffs
before.

had a nice time, but tell ya honestly, i nv got the REAL suprise bday
throughout my university years.

i got suprise...
1 wuz early in da mornin when all of them brought thiz HUGE HELLOKITTY
doll which is even BIGGER than me myself...
when they all come, my face wuz still full of the masker cream haha...
tat wuz a nice one ^^

2nd year, i got a "not-so-surprised" bday party by my choir friend.
called it not so surprised coz when they discuss about it, it wuz
SOOOOOOO obvious that i cud see real clear they are preparin a party
for me.
but it wuz reli lovely...
30+ of the choir members "hide" themselves in super small room (my hostel
room) and "surprise" me.

3rd year nothin reli special... normal bday cake n presents.

4th year, my current roomie gathered 35people to buy me a burberry clutch.
that'z reli nice and sweet ^^ luv the clutch very much.
and everytime i told the story of 35ppl shared for my present, ppl will
respond "hoah..."

haha...

i think that'z reli grace and favor of God in my life...
thanks Daddy and all my friends for the loves n cares.

but yesterday, tiz thot that i have 6years ago, came back.
about REAL surprise party that i wud nv expect with flowers n songs as
present.
then i asked my roomie, "do u think it will ever happen?"
she said she dunno.

but i pray that it will, someday.
haha... u will react smthg like... "u think ah??? haiyoh, pray for things
like this? dont u have smthg more important to be prayed of?"

but tat'z me. i always pray for small personal things.
and i rem pastor prince shared... whatever we prayed, even something that
we dun remember anymore, Jesus takes note of it.

hee. ^^

btw feel so blessed tiz few days hang out with my CGs.
yeah i think they started to see the "crazy, childish, hyper" me.
haha...
tell u that i reli feel SO BLESSED that i kinda get "new family".
NTU choir ppl used to be my family till i quit the choir and be "alone"
again...

but now, i truly kinda find new famiLy...

and i can be myself.
suddenly tellin them while im talkin,
"wait ah, i wanna sing this song first, coz i luv it"

and said
"okie now im gonna talk again, u can lower the
music volume"

and stuffs like:
i wanna take pics with mickey, minnie, pooh, donald n daisy duck, and friends.
and spongebob too... and nemo... and (the lists go on and on)

and they all put a "hah" face with the water-drop emoticon beside their faces.
haha...

ozo feel so blessed to serve in WOW!
su an and others began to see the "real" me that jump all e way and got so enthu
when it comes to song's movement.

and i was "caught-in-the-act" that i luv pink!

and yesterday i wuz introduced to the kids.
and one of them told me that she also has a friend named "katherine"
so tiz cute gal say "i have a friend also named katherine, she's 11years old"
then i replied innocently "ow... im 15years old"

then she started to count and replied back
"ohhh... means u r 4years old different with my friend"

i told the story to my CG yest nite and they are all shakin their heads.
but God renews our youth rite???
i believe as i grow "more mature" i will look younger.
yeahhhh!!!
tat;z rock rite?

*yeah laughing myself when writing tiz.

btw i reli feel so blessed and favored.
and i believe everyone is so blessed n favored too when u r under grace.

ok tat'z all =p
u r greatly blessed, highly favoured, deeply loved.
JESUS luvs ya VERY MUCH.
Daddy God cares for ur every need n wants.

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