was chatting juz now and suddenly rem abt tiz.

i used to compare myself wif EVERYBODY! sounds bad? yeah, it'z truLy bad.
i compare myself wif my classmates, my friends, my brother, n juz everyone.
and i see that i have so many iniquities... so many "lacking" in almost
all areas in my life.

and only after i came to know GRACE, i knew that i can not compare myself
wif anybody else. coz i am unique. the thing that people have, i might NOT
need. the thing tat ppL need, might not be useful for me.

i guess comparing myself is juz devil's way to bring me down.

but now i am learning to REST about tiz. i haf stopped comparing myself.
coz after i hear so many sharings, experience about so many things,
i realize... there is NO POINT of comparing coz i am DIFFERENT wif others.

and i started to share tiz thot wif my frenz.
one of my fren told mi... my partner is not romantic. then i told her,
"but u urself dun need a romantic partner rite?"
then she replied "yeah tat'z true".

another one.
"i rarely receive ppl's praises". i told her, "yeah coz u dun need it!
without being praised, u haf e convidence"
she said "tat'z true"

so i draw a conclusion, "God reli knows us to the very small detail of us".
Things that He provides for us, is the particular RIGHT thing that we need!
it might not be the same to others, but God knows and provides the best
that we need.

so y we need to compare?
we r SO BLESSED the way we are!!!

"But the very hairs of your head are all numbered" (Matthew 10:30)

Daddy is so detailed and He knows us by name. He cares to a point that every
hair drop of us... He knows (well, we dun even knoe)

COMPARE, BYE BYE!!!

oh one more thing, when deaconess tina prayed for mi last sat, she mentioned,
"dun compare urself wif ur peers/last time ur classmates"
i took it as a confirmation.
the only thing i will compare myself to is... JESUS
as Jesus is, so am I in this worLd.
yippie!!!

haf a blessed rest everyone, Daddy lurves ya all sooooo much

beloved+Favored_princess@tooblessed