i've been resting alot today. sleep a lot (in my "a lot" definition). nt feeling well
coz of my throat. i hate sick! (yea i think everybody does)

anyway... last time, everytime i am sick, i will cry n miss home so badly coz last time
i get super 'manja' when im nt feeling well. but i guess... grace has made me change.

when i woke up juz now, was telling one of my fren that im nt feeling well. but
surprisingly, i wasnt crying, nor i miss home. instead, i feel embraced by Daddy God.
iz the peace that is inside mi... Spirit convicts e love of Jesus. is so sweet, can't
b described by words.

Daddy is good yeah?

but anyway, my mom does call mi everyday, tell mi, dun forget to eat, dun forget to
drink medicine etc etc.

e point is, when u r secure in Daddy's love, e natural (mom/dad/bro's attention) will
follow. (i think so)

anyway... today is a rainy day.
n rainy day always make mi think lotz, juz think abt anything.
and "REST attitude" came across my mind.

thru thiz 2008, i've been taught so much abt REST.
and from my experience, i truly learnt that...
REST only came after i give up on the thing, after i can't fight myself anymore.

in one of ps prince's sermon, he said:
"when u can't take it anymore, that'z when devil has shot its best shot!
REJOICE coz then God will fight for u"

i feel tat it'z very true. coz when i haf used all my strengths, yet the matter has
not been resolved, that's when i truly say... "Lord, tiz problem is YOURS, plz fight
for mi"
and from there onwards... everytime devil tries to attack my thotz, i will not be
affected anymore.

prob i haf no more energy to fight.

but actually i feel that tiz is REST.
when u r not affected by devil's attack n give e battle to e Lord.

i get tiz idea, God doesnt fight till we REST.
Daddy will wait patiently till i say "Daddy, i give it to U, i can't take it anymore"
and i kinda understand why He only take over till i give up.

imagine if the pilot and co-pilot of a flight, both can control the flight.
while flyin in e air, suddenly e flight faces a bad weather and both pilot n co-pilot
try to overcome the situation, but each of them does EXACTLY OPPOSITE action.
i think e plane might crashed.

God is perfect and He can overcome everything for sure.
but we, human, we do lotza mistakes.
if God n me, both of us became e pilot and co-pilot in the story, tat won't do,

Thatz y Daddy wait patiently till i SURRENDER/GIVE UP, then He takes over.
obviously if Daddy takes over, e result shall b PERFECT! ;)

e problem is... most of e time, i will TRY to fight my own till e very best,
i guess is human-nature.
but as i learn about tiz REST, i will start to SET MY MIND to let go n LET GOD
for a supernatural result.

yeahhhhhhhhhh... let'z board e SUPERNATURAL train of God's Word!!!
enjoy life+REST+get e PERFECT result.
wad a blessed and favored life.
JESUS lurves all of us SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.
but JESUS likes mi lotz ^^ hee.

lalala.
lurve ya all

beloved+favored_princess@toobless